Bloom In Process
This is my story. One of love, loss and the healing that followed.
Hi, I’m Brianna.
I created Bloom In Process because I needed it.
After losing my son, navigating recovery and learning to live again - I realized something:
Healing doesn’t follow a straight line.
It grows in the cracks.
It blooms in the messy.
It breathes in the quiet.
And slowly, I began too as well.
If you’re walking through grief, recovery, or just trying to love yourself again -
You’re not alone.
Here, I create gentle tools for others like me.
For the ones still blooming.
For the ones who’ve been through the fire and are learning to soften anyway.
My Journey, In Chapters
Grief & the Loss of My Son
In August 2017, we lost our Sweet Baby Carter - my forever four-month-old. His big brother was only three but adored him deeply and always called him “Baby Carter.”
His nursery was filled with elephants - gentle reminders of strength and memory.
At his memorial, a large orange butterfly fluttered around me, then landed softly on his table. That moment changed me.
Years before, I’d gotten a butterfly tattoo with no real reason why.
After that day, I understood - he’d been with me all along.
Welcoming a Rainbow
In 2021, our rainbow baby, Chloe, arrived - full of fire, light, and energy.
Her laughter brought joy back into our home.
But her arrival also stirred something deeper -
a well of anxiety, unspoken fear, and waves of unprocessed grief.
Grief doesn’t vanish.
It evolves with us.
Mental Health & Recovery
I live with anxiety, panic disorder, and ADHD.
Some days are slow. Some feel like too much.
For a season, alcohol became my coping tool.
After just a year of daily drinking, I started to see the signs — withdrawals, abnormal lab results and fear I couldn’t ignore.
I asked for help.
And I began again.
Healing doesn’t always look pretty.
But it’s honest. And it’s mine.
The Family That Holds Me
My husband and I have been together for almost 13 years.
Everything that was meant to break us has brought us closer together.
We’re raising two incredible children:
Christopher, my creative, gaming, kind-hearted oldest son
Chloe, my wild, magical rainbow girl
And still always in our hearts, Carter. 👼
Why I Built This
I created Bloom In Process because I couldn’t find tools that held the whole of my story.
Templates couldn’t hold my grief. My recovery. My anxiety.
So I built my own system—one that could hold joy, sorrow, healing, and softness… all in one place.
This is more than a brand.
It’s a philosophy.
Blooming isn’t a destination.
It’s a sacred, soft unfolding.